the hole | throwback 2015.
the time I realize that life can be suck anytime, no matter what you deal with.
2015, I started my journey as a high school kid. at the first, I think it gonna be easy. I start a new life in a new room. but the reality is not going really that well. I have no friends to talk about what is going on at the time. I just crying deep inside. and it kill me slowly.
the key to ends all that pain is just to be honest to yourself that you can’t do that anymore.
just be honest, not to give up like a damn poor man. just do it with all the energy that you have. I mean, you have to know your capabilities. I know it is so hard but I can get off from that hole. you can do it too right?. we ate the same rice.
take it slowly, do what you wanna do one by one. take the path that you really have fun in there. moved to another room, sometimes give you newer energy and latest capability to have a better life.
it sounds like a bllsht I know. at the time I just get up and move to another room, start a new life and try to take a risk as little as possible.
it's kinda pussy to get off from that hole by moving on, not face it. but it's work. after all stable, just do anything one by one with carefully and you can start a better life.
